Call it gut feel, but it’s unceasingly there. You feel it, but you try to ignore it. I know what I know. And I chose to ignore, and accept there is. The lies and pretenses are no longer my concern. I leave it at that. One thing I’ve learned in life is to keep things simple. To not get bothered by nothingness. I don’t think any more of what would be. I live for the present. I enjoy what is now. And that’s what’s important. I have no regrets. I live a day at a time. I believe our God is evenhanded. With that alone am thankful. Believing He is in the details, hence I be still and know He Is His Majesty. I too feel weariness. But then again, it had happened before, and did pass graciously. It should not be a big deal now, as it is a lot easier today. I have my refuge and my strength. I have questions, with no answers yet. I live by with the rational thing. No trace of pride at all. Only absolute tolerance and gentle, easy acceptance.
I no longer want to be the kulit person I’ve been. It was in every respect meant for the reassurance that everything is really, really okay . And to speak with all humility, my sincere apologies for everything. I remain to be a loyal ally.
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