keep it simple.

Call it gut feel, but it’s unceasingly there. You feel it, but you try to ignore it. I know what I know. And I chose to ignore, and accept there is. The lies and pretenses are no longer my concern. I leave it at that. One thing I’ve learned in life is to keep things simple. To not get bothered by nothingness. I don’t think any more of what would be. I live for the present. I enjoy what is now. And that’s what’s important. I have no regrets. I live a day at a time. I believe our God is evenhanded. With that alone am thankful. Believing He is in the details, hence I be still and know He Is His Majesty. I too feel weariness. But then again, it had happened before, and did pass graciously. It should not be a big deal now, as it is a lot easier today. I have my refuge and my strength. I have questions, with no answers yet. I live by with the rational thing. No trace of pride at all. Only absolute tolerance and gentle, easy acceptance.    

I no longer want to be the kulit person I’ve been. It was in every respect meant for the reassurance that everything is really, really okay.  And to speak with all humility, my sincere apologies for everything. I remain to be a loyal ally.